Will I be Lucky This Time.......................

I believe that falling in love again and again is not bad but falling in love with more than one guy or girl at a time is not good.

Falling for 1st Time:-
Well at that time I was in School (11th grade). A new family shifted to our neighbourhood. That was the first time I saw her. Standing outside her building (adjacent to mine). Tall, slim and dead gorgeous. Love at first sight. Admitted to my school (10th grade). Helped her a lot with studies. Finally when I was in 12th grade I told her about my feelings. Rejected. Boom......................
First love and failure. Then I realized that she rejected me because of cast difference (She was SC). She thought that our relationship won't work. Time to move on..........

Falling for 2nd Time:-
I was in Bhopal for AIEEE counselling. There I met her first time. Admitteed to same college in Chennai. And I started dreaming. But all dreams not come true. One of my friend had crush on her. He told me about that and I dragged my feet. Though I know I would had fall on my face if I would had tried. Presently she is a very dear friend and the best girl I ever met.

Falling for 3rd Time:-
Met her in train during my college days. A friend of mine introduced me to her. She was doing her B.A at Chennai. Became a close friend and with time I started liking her. When I told her about my feelings Boom...............Again. She had other plans in life. Career oriented girl, no time for love. Life is a bed of hard rock..................

Falling for 4th Time:-
She was the cousin of my third love. God even I didn't believed that I fall for her. She was always there when we used to go out for movies or beaches (with my 3rd love). After failing for 3rd time I said it's enough of this. No more love game. But when you are least expecting, shit happens. Lots of incident and accidents brought us closer to each other. I realized that she too likes me and I surrendered myself to the tides of love. Finally the fateful day arrived when I told her and she didn't said YES (though she didn't said NO). I was happy thinking that might be she need time and will come around. Biggest mistake I made in my life. Actually she was confused. She liked a friend of mine who was already engaged with some other girl. Too filmy and Dramatic. Then one day I came to know that my friend had proposed to her. I was shocked. How can he do that? He was a close friend. He knew how I felt for her and moreover he too was engaged. This is not done. This can't be happening to me, I thought. Almost became Devdas for time being. But there lies the problem. I can't see myself worrying too much, I can't be sad for long. I recovered but still a part of me is missing.

Falling for 5th Time:-
After college was over I went to Pune to live with my elder brother. We used to go to a coffee shop every evening. Sitting there, sipping a cup of coffee for over an hour. Actually that cooffee shop was surrounded by girls hostel. So had a lot of reason to hang around. There was this girl living nearby. She too used to come daily to that coffee shop. Sometimes I noticed that she was looking at me. She was cute. I said common SAM, there is nothing wrong in falling again. Go for it. But it was too late. She was gone. Shifted to some other location. Tried to find out but all in vain. Consider it my bad luck or good (cause no heartbreak this time).


So here I am in Chennai again. A Software Professional, working for a MNC. Still single and looking for love. I know I ll find one sooner or later.
But the Question is Will I be Lucky This Time??????